There is truth to that of course, as annoying as some of the cliché advice often is. Sadly, it's often given by those who are happy in a relationship already or just trying to nicely tell us that they're really not interested in us, that shrugs away any would-be credibility and keeps us from actually listening to any of it.
Here's the thing...we all "love" ourselves, it's something we're born with. We don't have to "learn" to love ourselves. We love ourselves enough to pity ourselves, buy ourselves things we want, fight for love we want to hold onto, defend our lives, defend our emotions, etc. Even self-destructive behavior is attached to loving ourselves. Addiction and even suicide stem from a desire to protect ourselves from those things that wound us physically, emotionally, and spiritually. So it's not love that we need to find for ourselves. Well then, what is it? Some would say respect, as was recently said to me. That may be part of it. I think the real word I'm looking for, though, is faith. The belief that you ARE worth someone who will treat you well, that it IS okay if someone doesn't like you back and you can move on from it in a healthy way (and chalk it up to experience) and that you CAN get the job you want, that you CAN lose that last 20-30 (or in my case more than 50) pounds. And you can. We all can. Sometimes we get stuck though. We remember the few people in our lives that said something negative to us, even people we love who tried to protect us by telling us that we "shouldn't" do something or we "should" have done something else, or we "can't" do that or are we really sure we can manage that? Those voices are, unfortunately, a strong part of our inner-psyche because our brains will refer to those things in order to keep us safe.
You can't block the voices out really if they were messages sent by people who you loved and trusted--and more importantly those who said these things because they loved YOU (namely, parents) or people you looked up to and respected (any authority really). You will have to build up successes that proved them wrong in order to reestablish your mind's trust that you really CAN do all of the things you were told you couldn't. So...my advice? If you weren't that great of a writer and you could never publish anything, volunteer to write a piece for a local paper or magazine. Trust me, they're out there. If you were told that you could never dance because you lack coordination, then you go out there and take a dance class. We only live one time (that we know of), don't waste it worrying about what you "can't" do. Think about all of the things you can do and DO do every single day that some feel that THEY can't.
I believed (from past experiences) that I'd never be able to get back into college. I believed I'd never finish college. I believed I was not capable of getting A's. Yet, I managed all three and balanced it with many other things in my life (such as single-motherhood) and though it's not the best paying field I could have gotten into, it's one of the most rewarding and I can still chalk it up to a SUCCESS in my life.
So who is really our worst critic? Is it our parents? Our peers? Our sixth grade teacher? Society? Or is it the remnants of all of the negatives we've heard for so long that we've created an entity all its own in our own minds? Our own inner-voice. We remind ourselves all the time that we didn't do that right the last time, we probably won't this time either. Our last relationship went down in flames, this one probably will too... We gained back all of the weight we lost, we can't possibly ever be thin...we weren't "meant" to be thin. Perhaps not, but healthy and fit we can be. With our bodies, in our relationships, in our minds, and in life in general. We have that ability, we just have to have FAITH that we can achieve it. Because we can.
So who is really our worst critic? Is it our parents? Our peers? Our sixth grade teacher? Society? Or is it the remnants of all of the negatives we've heard for so long that we've created an entity all its own in our own minds? Our own inner-voice. We remind ourselves all the time that we didn't do that right the last time, we probably won't this time either. Our last relationship went down in flames, this one probably will too... We gained back all of the weight we lost, we can't possibly ever be thin...we weren't "meant" to be thin. Perhaps not, but healthy and fit we can be. With our bodies, in our relationships, in our minds, and in life in general. We have that ability, we just have to have FAITH that we can achieve it. Because we can.
The truth is, we really should think twice before getting into a relationship until we are in a situation with ourselves where it could ONLY add to our lives. If it is at ALL a fulfillment to something missing, we will likely miss the mark and fall apart when it's over. Not to mention, we will not be at all attractive to the one we want to be with, or the one who's interest we want. I can give you an example of a not-so-long-ago experience.
I started hanging out with a guy who is still a friend and I like and respect very much. We hadn't really gotten to know each other on any kind of deep level before one day we kissed. It was one of the greatest first kisses I ever had, by the way. Not a real passionate kiss, like I'd had before, more like a sweet kiss, a very romantic kiss. It was bliss to me, who hadn't been kissed in a while. He was handsome, strong, intelligent, sweet. Great attributes and seemed what I'd been looking for. Really fun guy. Anyway, as much as I hate to admit it, I found him to be more of an escape than an actual addition to my life. I lacked confidence, he gave me some. I lacked feeling important, he made me feel important. I lacked romantic love, and he made me feel it was possible again. I missed intimacy, and he gave me a taste of what I remembered and longed for. He wasn't "in" to me, but maybe we were both just finding something we missed briefly in one another, something that was destined to fall apart at the seams before it had a chance to go anywhere. It was never going to be anything healthy for us, he was always going to long for something I wasn't and I was always going to know I wasn't her :) Instead of thinking "Wow, maybe this guy's a player and he's just kissing me because I'm someone to kiss," I was thinking, "What am I doing wrong? I'm not pretty enough or thin enough." By today's standards, half of Hollywood's most anorexic don't feel pretty or thin enough, so why do we allow ourselves such ridiculous inner dialogues. I cannot emphasize this phrase enough: It's not about how the person you're with or interested in sees you, but how you see yourself when you're with them.
Bottom line: We need to have faith that we WILL find a person to treat us the way we should be treated and the way we treat others, but first we have to have the faith that we deserve it. When we don't think we deserve it, we act desperate because something in us tells us that the way we are being treated is acceptable, even when it hurts us (which is a pretty good indicator that it's NOT acceptable). Sadly, when we are lacking in any area in our lives, we throw a signal out there that says: "I'm not worthy, I'm not worthy," and people will treat us in kind. It's not fair, but it's the way it is.
Think of a sick chicken and how other chickens will peck it to death because it's seen as weak. Now compare that to a true story about an elk who was attacked by a cougar and fell behind the herd, but then bravely stood her ground with the cougar. The cougar left her. Same rules apply in our society, as we are not as far removed from the wild as we might like to think. Be that elk. KNOW you are worthy, because you are. Be that beacon of light unto yourself and to others. Be the strength of your own voice and those who have none and remember yourself for what you really are: a beautiful and worthy individual.
Think of a sick chicken and how other chickens will peck it to death because it's seen as weak. Now compare that to a true story about an elk who was attacked by a cougar and fell behind the herd, but then bravely stood her ground with the cougar. The cougar left her. Same rules apply in our society, as we are not as far removed from the wild as we might like to think. Be that elk. KNOW you are worthy, because you are. Be that beacon of light unto yourself and to others. Be the strength of your own voice and those who have none and remember yourself for what you really are: a beautiful and worthy individual.